30 April 2007, 10:32 PM
Goodness gracious me.
FONDUE =)
Celly welly!
Mr Pringles! ):
Love love.
Spastic.
Yeah im retarded HAHAHAH.
Thunder thighs + plasters = major turnoff.
You, yes you reading this, you'll know who.
FONDUE =)
Celly welly!
Mr Pringles! ):
Love love.
Spastic.
Yeah im retarded HAHAHAH.
Thunder thighs + plasters = major turnoff.
Didnt go to school tday. I think about 6 of the j1s didnt attend school? Hah ponners. Slept till noon, woke up to meet Cel at Vivo. Kim joined us too! Ate like hell lot, like seriously. Fishhh, fondue, donuts.. My stomach was about to burst. The scenery at Earle's Swesen's really nice :D Get to see the view of sentosa and the sea, I like it! Felt so tired I really could sleep on the chair. Queued for donuts for like half an hour! :S Madness then went to the playground to eat. Eh actually the playground quite fun ah! Haha just that Cel rocked the blue shit and I knocked my head against it.. Then I spinned her round and round and round.. Hahaha fun. Andandand! See that yellow toy up there? *points to the 3rd picture* That's Mr Pringles from Action City I named it myself and I want it. ): Boo so cute luh if i could i would go there and see it everyday. Tsk.
The sun was mother hot during training ytd. My one big cooler of ice water (notice the word ice) wasnt even enough to keep me going.. Its not the training its the sun man.. I bet everyone was blaming me.. Sorry! But anyhows training was quite productive. +55 more suicides for the remaining points. Its okay we can do it! :)
MORNING training tmr.
I hate MORNINGS! >:(
First round of season is almost done! This week's the last week, then we'll wait for the second round. I never had so much butterflies in my tummy before, never felt so nervous about it before. :S
I'm glad I still have my other friends around me for comfort, they just make me feel a whole lot better after spilling out everything. Yay love <3
You, yes you reading this, you'll know who.
YOU PLAYER.
Ha ha now you know when ppl dont reply or get back to you. I'm so glad I'm not the one doing this to you. Freak I sound damn bitch but I dont care.
, 12:24 PM
im so sick of always being the one at fault so sick of having to take the initiative to apologise even though its not my fault doesnt seem like my fault or maybe its not even my fault im so sick of having to report every single detail about what i do and when i dont i get shit treatment and i dont even know what the hell is going on im so so sick of always being the one thats blamed always being called the bitch the one who's unfaithful the one who broke her life the unbelievable one that she fell for the one that made her life miserable the one that everybody points fingers at the one whereby people i dont know gives me the weirdest glances ever im so sick of handling these issues whereby problems comes to no end where people i get involved in either just dont bother about how i feel or maybe they dont understand the shit im going through im so sick of always being the bad person and whenever there's a bad ending its always ALWAYS my fault im so sick of being called different but all the more i cant change that fact im so sick of hearing stories from related people so sick of saying sorry yet i get yelled at so sick of hiding stuff cos it wont do the other party good and i get blamed for not opening up im so sick thinking why cant they understand im so sick of explaining myself over and over again im so sick of thinking will it happen again will she forgive me will she still like me will she rmb the times she rescued me will she rmb the happy times will we ever be back im so sick of just thinking bout all these looking through stuff im so sick of telling people my miseries and what they can only do is hear me out but they cant change the situation im ubberly sick of the person who could actually change the situation just leave me hanging or trying their best to ignore me making my life more painful than it is im so sick of pretending to be happy pretending as if eveything's alright pretending to be over over so many things pretending to be strong bcos i said so pretending to not know anything when i see someone pretending my feelings pretending as if nothing ever happened im so sick of just pretending im so sick of this year im so sick of everything
all i wna do now is eat to be able to go another side whereby the world isnt so small whereby i could just lay on the floor and die.
all i wna do now is eat to be able to go another side whereby the world isnt so small whereby i could just lay on the floor and die.
29 April 2007, 11:47 AM
This ain't a scene, its a god damn's arm race!
I'm so dead beat this week! Finally analysing and concluding that 6/7 days were dedicated to netball, I'm so dead beat I'm so dead beat I'm so dead beat!
There's training later.
Postponed game ytd.
ACJC vs VJC
66 - 27
Ran like 2.4 straight after the game. Jogging more of running. Haha stupid ccab indoor courts are how stuffy! Its like every quarter I have to wipe myself dry and hope my towel dries before the end of the next one. Lol game wasnt really well played, coach had to talk to us again.
Yay so Shawn and Chirps came down then we went to eat at Far East. Chicken rice nyahaha. Then later the rest left while Cel and Kim accompanied me to buy smthg for Jod. Bombini you better take good care of eeyore! Heh then went home to sleep! :) Woke up late then cabbed down to watch NSL. Almost died la the cab fare was 13bucks. Then dinner with Reena plus her dad and Shona, Cel and Jod. Ate then went back home to sleep again yay.
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Now I know what restriction means. Haha like not giving away too much information HERE, like how news travel so fast with the aid of smthg called a BLOG. Like you just click click click and land up on some page, being able to read about someone's daily life without even knowing the person. You might even find out about someone else from that person's blog, scary huh. And this seems so ideal especially when you act as if you dont care or dont even talk to the person now but you actually do care so you read her blog to find out more so although you dont talk to her personally you still get the rough idea of whats happening in her life much or less. Hah but one thing is how often she blogs, and how deep into details she goes into. So, as long as you blog often and dont say much, it'll be fine. :)
There's like smthg missing.
I'm so dead beat this week! Finally analysing and concluding that 6/7 days were dedicated to netball, I'm so dead beat I'm so dead beat I'm so dead beat!
There's training later.
Postponed game ytd.
ACJC vs VJC
66 - 27
Ran like 2.4 straight after the game. Jogging more of running. Haha stupid ccab indoor courts are how stuffy! Its like every quarter I have to wipe myself dry and hope my towel dries before the end of the next one. Lol game wasnt really well played, coach had to talk to us again.
Yay so Shawn and Chirps came down then we went to eat at Far East. Chicken rice nyahaha. Then later the rest left while Cel and Kim accompanied me to buy smthg for Jod. Bombini you better take good care of eeyore! Heh then went home to sleep! :) Woke up late then cabbed down to watch NSL. Almost died la the cab fare was 13bucks. Then dinner with Reena plus her dad and Shona, Cel and Jod. Ate then went back home to sleep again yay.
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Now I know what restriction means. Haha like not giving away too much information HERE, like how news travel so fast with the aid of smthg called a BLOG. Like you just click click click and land up on some page, being able to read about someone's daily life without even knowing the person. You might even find out about someone else from that person's blog, scary huh. And this seems so ideal especially when you act as if you dont care or dont even talk to the person now but you actually do care so you read her blog to find out more so although you dont talk to her personally you still get the rough idea of whats happening in her life much or less. Hah but one thing is how often she blogs, and how deep into details she goes into. So, as long as you blog often and dont say much, it'll be fine. :)
There's like smthg missing.
27 April 2007, 9:59 PM
You never thought of anyone else you just saw your pain.
Practically stoning in school tday. Friday's always the death day, cos basically all my energy's drained out. Totally gone during lessons. Haha oh wells.
So, tday's match got cancelled. ): Prayed so hard for it not to rain, but nooo, just when we've completed warm up it started pouring cats + dogs + monkeys + chickens + birds + gorillas.. You get the idea. As in literally, we got all wet getting out of the tents and making our way to Mac's. Slacking at Mac's, really slacking man. Just eating, laughing, playing the whole time. We always do this everytime after a match. I like. :)
Tmr morning is the postponed match.
830am IN THE MORNING at ccab.
Great. Gotta reach there sooo early.
Biggie and Xian! Sorry for making a wasted trip down tday.
Bombini the bai ka didnt come!
Xian you got excited for nothing. Haha.
Biggie! Can play and all already huh. Lucky you your school ended already!
Out soon ya'll! =)
I think training's gona be on Sunday and Tuesday..
Wna bet cmon I'm a pretty good predictor hahaha keeeeeding.
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Alliance! =D Try not to be affected and all k? Glad you're better now! Anything I'm always here to talk! Share the love haha.
Bestie! =) Hey we really gotta talk soon alrights? Meanwhile hang in there! Your troubles will come and go over soon in a jiffy. Hang in there :)
Yes b I'm glad we settled things. Let's put everything bad aside and start the whole thing again k? Sorry I took so long to tell you, but managed too in the end. Yay now we understand each other, no hard feelings! Teehee. Much much love babe =)
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Yay Yay Yay.
I just realised how cold water can taste so goooooooood. :) Haha water is the best thing in the world right? ;) Yes of cos I know. Lol.
*HONEYstars.
Practically stoning in school tday. Friday's always the death day, cos basically all my energy's drained out. Totally gone during lessons. Haha oh wells.
So, tday's match got cancelled. ): Prayed so hard for it not to rain, but nooo, just when we've completed warm up it started pouring cats + dogs + monkeys + chickens + birds + gorillas.. You get the idea. As in literally, we got all wet getting out of the tents and making our way to Mac's. Slacking at Mac's, really slacking man. Just eating, laughing, playing the whole time. We always do this everytime after a match. I like. :)
Tmr morning is the postponed match.
830am IN THE MORNING at ccab.
Great. Gotta reach there sooo early.
Biggie and Xian! Sorry for making a wasted trip down tday.
Bombini the bai ka didnt come!
Xian you got excited for nothing. Haha.
Biggie! Can play and all already huh. Lucky you your school ended already!
Out soon ya'll! =)
I think training's gona be on Sunday and Tuesday..
Wna bet cmon I'm a pretty good predictor hahaha keeeeeding.
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Alliance! =D Try not to be affected and all k? Glad you're better now! Anything I'm always here to talk! Share the love haha.
Bestie! =) Hey we really gotta talk soon alrights? Meanwhile hang in there! Your troubles will come and go over soon in a jiffy. Hang in there :)
Yes b I'm glad we settled things. Let's put everything bad aside and start the whole thing again k? Sorry I took so long to tell you, but managed too in the end. Yay now we understand each other, no hard feelings! Teehee. Much much love babe =)
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Yay Yay Yay.
I just realised how cold water can taste so goooooooood. :) Haha water is the best thing in the world right? ;) Yes of cos I know. Lol.
*HONEYstars.
I pick up smthg and always realise I think of it.
Why am I so weak and useless damnit.
25 April 2007, 9:53 PM
The word team doesnt contain the letter 'i'.
Ah, a fall and my ankle's back. ):
ICEICEICEICEICE.
*hope it gets better.
Game today against TPJC.
70 - 6.
Not well played, go AC we can all do better! =)
I need stamina, I need determination, I need confidence. I gotta search for motivation to push me on to acheive these factors. One month is all we've got to prove our standards. Training up since the holidays for this season, nothing must go wrong. Netball equals first priority, focus on the correct path. Netball, studies, netball, studies. We'll do it! Yay I love AC Netball '07, Love.
No more words to describe how I'm feeling.
Disappointed? Thats an understatment.
Ah, a fall and my ankle's back. ):
ICEICEICEICEICE.
*hope it gets better.
Game today against TPJC.
70 - 6.
Not well played, go AC we can all do better! =)
I need stamina, I need determination, I need confidence. I gotta search for motivation to push me on to acheive these factors. One month is all we've got to prove our standards. Training up since the holidays for this season, nothing must go wrong. Netball equals first priority, focus on the correct path. Netball, studies, netball, studies. We'll do it! Yay I love AC Netball '07, Love.
No more words to describe how I'm feeling.
Disappointed? Thats an understatment.
22 April 2007, 7:22 PM
Identity crisis.
Yknow sometimes I really wonder, what if everyone comes to know of the real (not that I am not now) me? Maybe like they didnt think that I was this bitchy, maybe they didnt think that I was this not nice that kinda thing. You get the point. Haha tell you what, I may seem harmless, but I am not. I'm evil, cruel and sadistic. I bite into people's wounds too deeply. And I dont really care if people knows about my identity, cos I cant change the fact that I like and that's just the way I am.
Ah yes.
Hard facts about myself.
I have already accepted the different side of me, it took way to long.
Pride, pride, PRIDE.
Yknow sometimes I really wonder, what if everyone comes to know of the real (not that I am not now) me? Maybe like they didnt think that I was this bitchy, maybe they didnt think that I was this not nice that kinda thing. You get the point. Haha tell you what, I may seem harmless, but I am not. I'm evil, cruel and sadistic. I bite into people's wounds too deeply. And I dont really care if people knows about my identity, cos I cant change the fact that I like and that's just the way I am.
Ah yes.
Hard facts about myself.
I have already accepted the different side of me, it took way to long.
Pride, pride, PRIDE.
21 April 2007, 11:15 PM
Whatever meant's to be will work out perfectly.
Shites, I just heard smthg not too good. :/ Its kinda affecting me in one way or another. Oh well sighs.
Anyways season's nearing real quickly! Ah panicky panicky. Focusing so much more on courtwork these days really tires one out. Realised I'm not too good on downcourt much less having the stamina to last on court for four quarters. Sigh my stamina needs to improve. Passion, desire, we can do it! Just 4 more days to go to the start of the first match.
HAPPY BDAY VICKYSHIT! =)
Went to celebrate her bday after training yesterday. By the tme we left school it was already almost 11pm ._. Ate and talked a bit, tried our luck at the bus stop but to no avail then we cabbed home with the addition of the midnight charge. Well done. Haha.
Went to school to do self training tday. Yay! Though I didnt reach on time but still managed to do quite a fair bit of passes. Left after to meet Kahyee to do my ankle. Really smelly. ): Then went home to sleep. SHIOKKKKK. Hahaha. Woke up and ate Sakae. Whoohoo life manxzxzxz! =D Great catching up with my cousins. They're still as hilarious as ever great food and company.
Yay.
Going to watch Nsl tmr, and I realised that I havent started on my homework yet! Teststeststests coming up soon! Ah I feel so stressed. I'm gona finish the whole pack of chips I bought just now.
Haha bye.
Lets break the rules, ignore society.
Shites, I just heard smthg not too good. :/ Its kinda affecting me in one way or another. Oh well sighs.
Anyways season's nearing real quickly! Ah panicky panicky. Focusing so much more on courtwork these days really tires one out. Realised I'm not too good on downcourt much less having the stamina to last on court for four quarters. Sigh my stamina needs to improve. Passion, desire, we can do it! Just 4 more days to go to the start of the first match.
HAPPY BDAY VICKYSHIT! =)
Went to celebrate her bday after training yesterday. By the tme we left school it was already almost 11pm ._. Ate and talked a bit, tried our luck at the bus stop but to no avail then we cabbed home with the addition of the midnight charge. Well done. Haha.
Went to school to do self training tday. Yay! Though I didnt reach on time but still managed to do quite a fair bit of passes. Left after to meet Kahyee to do my ankle. Really smelly. ): Then went home to sleep. SHIOKKKKK. Hahaha. Woke up and ate Sakae. Whoohoo life manxzxzxz! =D Great catching up with my cousins. They're still as hilarious as ever great food and company.
Yay.
Going to watch Nsl tmr, and I realised that I havent started on my homework yet! Teststeststests coming up soon! Ah I feel so stressed. I'm gona finish the whole pack of chips I bought just now.
Haha bye.
Lets break the rules, ignore society.
19 April 2007, 2:17 PM
If that aint love then I dont know what love is.
Oh boy.
So yes I gave school a miss today again. Always, as usual. I quite surprised that my mum actually allows me too. Well I gave her the reason that I needed to rest my ankle so maybe that was sufficent.
Wow and come to think of it, I really do need to catch up with my studies really quick. :/ Did two tests and I failed both. Haha. And I have so many more coming up in the next few weeks. Gotta study, study I gotta. Hurr.
Well training yesterday was bad. ): Thought I could take everything in my stride but sadly I couldnt. Tried so hard. I hate the process of growing tougher. Cos this is the most vulnerable part. Its either you push yourself to the max and you make it or give it all up and lose everything. And sometimes things in life are very unpredictable.
So now my healing hands are the medical plasters from the chinese medical shop to help me fight my way through.
Kim: Love too alliance! Yes yes yes we'll do it! =)
Avis: Secret affair! Whey I miss you! ): Your schooling life is making you disappear! And we'll keep on going. :)
Xian: Xian! =) Yeah we'll be proud of it at the end of the day. I'll see my current situation first before breaking it to coach. Yeap anyway we'll lunch soon again! :D
Vivien: Biggie! Teehee. =D I'll take lotsa care for my legs. Meet up soon! Much love. :)
Nat: Ugh I hate my thunder/lightning thighs! :/ And they're not power pack, just big and useless. I'll give it to you if you want.
Wake up jz.
Oh boy.
So yes I gave school a miss today again. Always, as usual. I quite surprised that my mum actually allows me too. Well I gave her the reason that I needed to rest my ankle so maybe that was sufficent.
Wow and come to think of it, I really do need to catch up with my studies really quick. :/ Did two tests and I failed both. Haha. And I have so many more coming up in the next few weeks. Gotta study, study I gotta. Hurr.
Well training yesterday was bad. ): Thought I could take everything in my stride but sadly I couldnt. Tried so hard. I hate the process of growing tougher. Cos this is the most vulnerable part. Its either you push yourself to the max and you make it or give it all up and lose everything. And sometimes things in life are very unpredictable.
So now my healing hands are the medical plasters from the chinese medical shop to help me fight my way through.
Kim: Love too alliance! Yes yes yes we'll do it! =)
Avis: Secret affair! Whey I miss you! ): Your schooling life is making you disappear! And we'll keep on going. :)
Xian: Xian! =) Yeah we'll be proud of it at the end of the day. I'll see my current situation first before breaking it to coach. Yeap anyway we'll lunch soon again! :D
Vivien: Biggie! Teehee. =D I'll take lotsa care for my legs. Meet up soon! Much love. :)
Nat: Ugh I hate my thunder/lightning thighs! :/ And they're not power pack, just big and useless. I'll give it to you if you want.
Wake up jz.
17 April 2007, 8:08 PM
This is who I really am inside.
Alright, with this post I stole from alliance, the picture is more or less revealed through the big and colourful words. Haha basically we ended training ytd at 930pm, owing coach 400 suicides which we all gotta complete someway or somehow. Ahah BEAT THAT! Seriously, if we're gona die bcos of this, we're gona die tgt :D Yesssss, shooters, dont worry. Cos we'll always rather run tgt with ya'll rather than standing there to see ya'll doing the suicides. This whole thing is gona bring us closer as a team, the tough always gets going and we are tough so we gotta keep moving =)
Anyhows, went to school tday but got a pink slip after assembly to see the sinseh! Ehhe for my ankle. Met Biggie at Holland first then went to Party with us! Bought balloons. :) Yipee. Bought one for Xian too. Slacked at my house, she took retarded photos and I think she's gona post it on her blog. :l Slept for a while then went to meet Xian for lunch. Yay I love Yami! :D
Then Xian left, Biggie went to do her manicure! >:( I'll wait for my nails to grow! Then headed down to Chinatown to see the sinseh. So poor thing luh, I'm like flat footed. ): The day I tripped I moved my bone so thats why it was hurting. I'm on my way on pushing the bone back but that means I cant train which is ridiculous. :s Oh wells, I'd rather go all out for season first and treat my bone after that. Hah just pray that it wont be much of a hindrance. My left leg looks like a pao now! )=
Really anticipating how training's gona be like, REALLY ANTICIPATING.
Alrightos I gotta go start on my homework now! Just when I've cleared more or less the pile just starts rising again. Lord bless me.
And my biggest weakness always win me.
we used to think that twenty nine was like WOW, can die man. but now, not anymore. we have got FOUR HUNDRED! thats like WOW times 13 times or so!
so you think twenty nine is a big number, we have four hundred here. not oranges, not books, not whiteboards. it covers 48km. we have four hundred suicide runs to do.
heyy girls. we are all in this together. thats what we always say right? its true. i love you guys alot alot alot alot. and we can all do this together right babes? AC NETBALL YEAH :D
at the end of it all, i will be mega proud to say "i have gone through four hundred suicide runs with this team"
which one of you out there besides the AC netballers can say this?
we are gonna emerge stronger and better, fitter and faster. we are gonna get through this together and win together. we will be there at toa payoh sports hall, and we are gonna be so fit and so fast and, we are gonna be the champs.
go people, we can do this.
we already did like twenty plus today.
its just four hundred right guys?
like what shu said,
BRING IT ON.
tho its gonna be hell,
but at least we arent doing this alone (:
heads up, believe in yourselves.
lets do this together, AC NETBALL 07 <3.
Alright, with this post I stole from alliance, the picture is more or less revealed through the big and colourful words. Haha basically we ended training ytd at 930pm, owing coach 400 suicides which we all gotta complete someway or somehow. Ahah BEAT THAT! Seriously, if we're gona die bcos of this, we're gona die tgt :D Yesssss, shooters, dont worry. Cos we'll always rather run tgt with ya'll rather than standing there to see ya'll doing the suicides. This whole thing is gona bring us closer as a team, the tough always gets going and we are tough so we gotta keep moving =)
Anyhows, went to school tday but got a pink slip after assembly to see the sinseh! Ehhe for my ankle. Met Biggie at Holland first then went to Party with us! Bought balloons. :) Yipee. Bought one for Xian too. Slacked at my house, she took retarded photos and I think she's gona post it on her blog. :l Slept for a while then went to meet Xian for lunch. Yay I love Yami! :D
Then Xian left, Biggie went to do her manicure! >:( I'll wait for my nails to grow! Then headed down to Chinatown to see the sinseh. So poor thing luh, I'm like flat footed. ): The day I tripped I moved my bone so thats why it was hurting. I'm on my way on pushing the bone back but that means I cant train which is ridiculous. :s Oh wells, I'd rather go all out for season first and treat my bone after that. Hah just pray that it wont be much of a hindrance. My left leg looks like a pao now! )=
Really anticipating how training's gona be like, REALLY ANTICIPATING.
Alrightos I gotta go start on my homework now! Just when I've cleared more or less the pile just starts rising again. Lord bless me.
And my biggest weakness always win me.
15 April 2007, 8:37 PM
Sweetest goodbye.
As I predicted, I was home the whole day. Didnt manage to do work only till bout 4 plus. Heh now's 7plus, and I'm donw with my chinese compo and PI! :) Teehee two of the most tedious. Now I'm contemplating on whether I shld do my articles or to study for the tests, I'm not gona do tutorials yet. Nyaha. Maybe articles, I bought newspaper tday. Heh.
Don't ever give up
When you want to try
Don't ever wipe your tears
If you still want to cry
Don't ever settle for an answer
If you still want to know
Don't ever say you don't love her
When you can't let her go
Haha saw this again. :) Its not happy, yet its neither sad. Okay, who am I kidding. ITS NEUTRAL.
As I predicted, I was home the whole day. Didnt manage to do work only till bout 4 plus. Heh now's 7plus, and I'm donw with my chinese compo and PI! :) Teehee two of the most tedious. Now I'm contemplating on whether I shld do my articles or to study for the tests, I'm not gona do tutorials yet. Nyaha. Maybe articles, I bought newspaper tday. Heh.
Don't ever give up
When you want to try
Don't ever wipe your tears
If you still want to cry
Don't ever settle for an answer
If you still want to know
Don't ever say you don't love her
When you can't let her go
Haha saw this again. :) Its not happy, yet its neither sad. Okay, who am I kidding. ITS NEUTRAL.
14 April 2007, 11:54 PM
MARRY ME MARRY ME HAHA.
SUNSHINES :D
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down
What if I wanted to break...?
TIRED TIRED TIRED, I NEED SLEEP.
SLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP.
):
B-b-busyyy. So like ytd's match was against Blaze. Won. :) Yay I'm happy, happy with the way everything's going, the way everything's moving on. Yipee. I love night games, no sun to shoot me down. Haha. Went to eat after that then went home!
Sent Gaby off tday early in the morning. ): Gabys miss you!
Come back soon! =)
Ate breakfast then went home to sleep. Man did it feel so goood sleeping with the blankie on. =) Woke up late to go for NSL. But I'm not the worst, Cel and Avis woke up even later and they didnt even come in the end. Haha. Watched the match with Reena, Biggie and Xian. Caught up a lil with Jod, still as retarded. Tsk then went to eat with Reena! Crystal Jade mm mmm. =D So many funny incidents while walking to the interchange, like the UMBRELLA thingy. Stopped at a corner to laugh our asses out before we started walking under the rain again. Plus during dinner, laughed till we had to take turns to go to the toilet. Lol funfunfun. :)
Then met KEL (hahaha) for like 5 minutes ONLY cos her dunno what is dunno what dunno what dunno what. Lol. ;)
Sunday sunday sunday. A day to stay at home and catch up with my studies. PI, GP and Math test, chinese compo, Chem and Math tutorial plus 3 newspaper articles! Good luck to me man. My sunday must be like 48 hours or smthg.
OKAY I TELL YOU THIS SONG IS THE BEST OF THE BEST OF THE BEST!
30 Seconds to Mars - The Kiil
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down
What if I wanted to break...?
ZOMG this song's really good, Jared Leto is like da bomb, his screamings are damn good. The song's too addictive, it took over All That I've Got too fast. Lol keep hearing it, it gets stuck into your head after awhile.
Alrightos I need my bed desperately now. Heh nights you. :)
12 April 2007, 6:15 PM
Every second I'm without you, I'm a mess.
Look at the beeeeeeeeeg easter egggggggggggg.
*eyes wide open*
Haha biggerrrrrrr than my hand!
Lol chocolate easter egg yum =D
I've been so packed with school, training and work this week. Chem test on Monday was really @#%$#^%&^%#^!! Worst than shit luh. At first I felt pretty alright but when I was stuck at the FRIST question I decided to start on the last. Haha in the end I think everything wrong. Mutliple choice was like guesing, last minute then fill in. Haha DIEEE. Just did my articles in school tday, plus I owe chinese compo. Next week there's like two tests! :s Mannnnn I feel the stressssssssssssss.
There's friendly on Friday, so no training yay! =) Heh quite excited though, I wna see how the team's progressing. Mm hmm but paradoxically I'm not quite excited bout it. Hm contradictory.
Went to Newton to eat last night with Gaby and all. I'll miss you Gaby. ):
HAPPY BDAY NAT! :D
Song check:
All That I've got - The Used
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me,
Off guard
Red handed; now I’m far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me.
I need something else
would someone please just give me?
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all I want inside
I still am empty
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me.
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
(All that I’ve got)
I guess I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I’m losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hardI stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn’t even scream Fuck me.
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
(All that I’ve got)
And it’s all that I’ve got
It’s all that I’ve got
It’s all that I’ve got
It’s all that I’ve got
It’s all that I’ve got.
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn’t even scream Fuck me.
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got.
And i'm over Beautiful Love. Haha.
Look at the beeeeeeeeeg easter egggggggggggg.
*eyes wide open*
Haha biggerrrrrrr than my hand!
Lol chocolate easter egg yum =D
I've been so packed with school, training and work this week. Chem test on Monday was really @#%$#^%&^%#^!! Worst than shit luh. At first I felt pretty alright but when I was stuck at the FRIST question I decided to start on the last. Haha in the end I think everything wrong. Mutliple choice was like guesing, last minute then fill in. Haha DIEEE. Just did my articles in school tday, plus I owe chinese compo. Next week there's like two tests! :s Mannnnn I feel the stressssssssssssss.
There's friendly on Friday, so no training yay! =) Heh quite excited though, I wna see how the team's progressing. Mm hmm but paradoxically I'm not quite excited bout it. Hm contradictory.
Went to Newton to eat last night with Gaby and all. I'll miss you Gaby. ):
HAPPY BDAY NAT! :D
Song check:
All That I've got - The Used
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me,
Off guard
Red handed; now I’m far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me.
I need something else
would someone please just give me?
Hit me and knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh all I want inside
I still am empty
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me.
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
(All that I’ve got)
I guess I remember every glance you shot me
Unharmed, I’m losing weight and some body heat
I squoze so hardI stopped your heart from beating
So deep that I didn’t even scream Fuck me.
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
(All that I’ve got)
And it’s all that I’ve got
It’s all that I’ve got
It’s all that I’ve got
It’s all that I’ve got
It’s all that I’ve got.
So deep that it didn’t even bleed and catch me
So deep that I didn’t even scream Fuck me.
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got
I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not
I’m far from lonely
And it’s all that I’ve got.
And i'm over Beautiful Love. Haha.
08 April 2007, 6:42 PM
Point out the mistakes and shoot em down.
Holy moly for these pictures cos there were more unglam ones. Haha we took like hell lot of photos, ranging from not so spastic to superrr spasm. Plus ah lian poses and really random shots. Ahah in addition to her RE-TARDED video which she happily posted it on her blog. Lol really fun what a night. =)
BITCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
There are certain reasons why going to school can be so painful sometimes. Its either this or that, simple. So quit the stares. Yknow I've been telling some how desperately I get over with my A's and get out of JC life. Haha yes I'm this desperate.
I did have a blast last night. :)
So I was helping my mum to shop for her office clothes cos she was changing her work environment then later at night I went to meet biggie. =) She was so hungry but then we queued for donuts in the end. Lol. (Okay photo posting but all's from her blog cos she hasnt sent me pics!)
Holy moly for these pictures cos there were more unglam ones. Haha we took like hell lot of photos, ranging from not so spastic to superrr spasm. Plus ah lian poses and really random shots. Ahah in addition to her RE-TARDED video which she happily posted it on her blog. Lol really fun what a night. =)
Yay thank gawd for biggie, and we did some catching up too did we. Nyahaha. ;)
Bleah now I gotta go back to do my work, work overload for the weekend! Chinese compo plus homework, GP package test tmr (with 40+ pages to read and I didnt even flip it!), Math work to complete, Econs to catch up, Gp articles to hand in, oh gosh this is really craze, WORK OVERLOAD. :l
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This is gona be a happy entry.
Teehee =D
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HAPPY EASTERS!
(I'll show you the bigbig easter egg someone gave in the next post) heheh.
07 April 2007, 1:34 PM
Xian zai zhi yao ni dian tou
yi qie jiu you xing de kai shi.
What if i had never let you go
Would you be the man i used to know
What if i had never walked away
cos i still love you more than i can say
If i'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But i guess we'll never know
Happened to chance upon this song. :)
Anyhows I'm up early! Its twelve. Nyaha stayed up till 4am ytd, came home and bathed but still cldnt get to sleep. Dxo was fun. :) CelAvisAmandaKevinAntShaun. Nana was there too with her friends. Lol had like vodka and beer (eww) before we went in, music wasn't as good that night.
HAPPY BDAY PAMELA! :D
Babe you know I love you and I'll always be here for you :)
(And I'm not gona say no more haha)
*huggs*
Amazingly you ask yourself this, is everyone the same?
No?
Then dont expect the same thing to happen under the same situation.
Cos we react differently.
If I cant express myself well, then sorry live with it.
yi qie jiu you xing de kai shi.
What if i had never let you go
Would you be the man i used to know
What if i had never walked away
cos i still love you more than i can say
If i'd stayed
If you'd tried
If we could only turn back time
But i guess we'll never know
Happened to chance upon this song. :)
Anyhows I'm up early! Its twelve. Nyaha stayed up till 4am ytd, came home and bathed but still cldnt get to sleep. Dxo was fun. :) CelAvisAmandaKevinAntShaun. Nana was there too with her friends. Lol had like vodka and beer (eww) before we went in, music wasn't as good that night.
HAPPY BDAY PAMELA! :D
Babe you know I love you and I'll always be here for you :)
(And I'm not gona say no more haha)
*huggs*
Amazingly you ask yourself this, is everyone the same?
No?
Then dont expect the same thing to happen under the same situation.
Cos we react differently.
If I cant express myself well, then sorry live with it.
06 April 2007, 8:49 PM
As we dance, the rythm gets stronger.
Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
We're in a spell that never ends
The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
Baby don't say goodbye
Baby just close your eyes
And dream,tomorrow's on it's way
So just walk away
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
Baby just say goodnight
Ooh I have like sunburns on my face from today's morning training, and dang the morning sun is no joke. :l Super dehydrating like minutes after water break your mouth starts to yearn for water again, finished my cooler way before time.. Training was kinda draggy today.. 730 to 12 I needed my sleep. ): Then was lunch at holland v. Gosh never laughed so hard in my life after a meal when I was bloated. It was like a laughing cycle. Looking at the spilt water on the table and then looked at the guy's face, I burst out laughing. Then Reena laughs cos I'm laughing, then Cel joins in. After a while, it stops. Then, you start to hear either one of us bursting out again. Lol I think we were laughing non stop for at least 5 minutes. Hurr. Then it was Gelare! :) Cookies and Cream! AHEM. Haha alrights. Ate and slacked, talked about the most random things, feels good to hang out and relieve the old times, planning our overseas trip when we reach 21! :D All the goals and dreams. Ahah then slept all the way in a cab home.
Now I'm awake, I'm hungry. Heh its 845pm and I'm still not changed. Great gona have dinner and maybe we'll head down to Dxo to join Kevin and all. Yupp I'd better go soon then, laters! =)
Our seperation has it's faults
But I don't wanna leave it all
So write the letters in teary ink
I just need some time to think
And I just need some time to breathe
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
We're in a spell that never ends
The empty hourglass wore me thin
So let the phone do it's work
Your voice is heaven
But it hurts
Your words are memories
But they burn
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
Baby don't say goodbye
Baby just close your eyes
And dream,tomorrow's on it's way
So just walk away
Baby just say goodnight
I'll be gone tomorrow
Baby just close your eyes
I can't take the sorrow
Baby just walk away
You know I can't stay
There's no easy way to say goodbye
So baby just say goodnight
Baby just say goodnight
Ooh I have like sunburns on my face from today's morning training, and dang the morning sun is no joke. :l Super dehydrating like minutes after water break your mouth starts to yearn for water again, finished my cooler way before time.. Training was kinda draggy today.. 730 to 12 I needed my sleep. ): Then was lunch at holland v. Gosh never laughed so hard in my life after a meal when I was bloated. It was like a laughing cycle. Looking at the spilt water on the table and then looked at the guy's face, I burst out laughing. Then Reena laughs cos I'm laughing, then Cel joins in. After a while, it stops. Then, you start to hear either one of us bursting out again. Lol I think we were laughing non stop for at least 5 minutes. Hurr. Then it was Gelare! :) Cookies and Cream! AHEM. Haha alrights. Ate and slacked, talked about the most random things, feels good to hang out and relieve the old times, planning our overseas trip when we reach 21! :D All the goals and dreams. Ahah then slept all the way in a cab home.
Now I'm awake, I'm hungry. Heh its 845pm and I'm still not changed. Great gona have dinner and maybe we'll head down to Dxo to join Kevin and all. Yupp I'd better go soon then, laters! =)
05 April 2007, 10:41 PM
One thing to feel consoled is,
at least someone knows how I'm feeling.
But on the other hand,
thousand of reasons to bring me down to the starting line again.
This is a stupid cycle I can never get out of, feeling that will never change.
at least someone knows how I'm feeling.
But on the other hand,
thousand of reasons to bring me down to the starting line again.
This is a stupid cycle I can never get out of, feeling that will never change.
03 April 2007, 9:29 PM
Point Proven.
While Cel's addicted to her Because of You by Ne-Yo, I'm still currently hooked on Beautiful Love by The Afters. Alternatively, Nothing Better by The Postal Heights would be of a good substitute. :) So when I put my Zen on repeat mode, nobody ever fails to guess wrongly about my playlist. Haha I stick loyally to everything and everything that I have k. Heh.
So, April fool's was definitely a blast for those who managed to succeed into allowing me to believe whatever story that they have cooked up. Haha and I didnt know that everything was fake till they have confessed it themselves. My! I seriously trust my friends too easily. Haha Shuboob's one was the worse! I totally believed her so she broke my trust. HAHA SHUBOOBS.
Tday's service was one of the longest + torturous + draggy-est (spelling)! All the way from 810am till 950am. Its like what the pong half the time I was adjusting my head to sleep on the ugly green chair and my neck's sore cos I kept nodding to the front then up again, front then up again and the cycle continues.. The only fun parts were the singing (yay I love to sing!) and looking at how Ratty Yeo claps. HAHA speaking of which he gave us one demerit point for handing up his homework late, wth luh rat poison for tcher's day! (okay I'm just kidding)
Haha I'm using so many brackets, its part of parenthesis.
Chim ehhhhhhhhhhhhh. ;)
School ended at 430pm tday, after which Cel and I went to Holland to munch on YaKun, then to Nydc to have mud pie and fries! Hurr pigs of the world unite. After which we were bloated and I could puke out the contents if you pressed my stomach a lil harder. Lol then homeeeeeeeeee.
I'm gona have an early rest tonight.
Update! Season's coming! 25th April's the first game, against TPJ. Hah a jumpy feeling about it. Anyways training tmr at 3pm! Coach wants us to get use to the fwreaking sun. ): Avis will be down though. :) Plus! Friday's training at 730am in the morningggg!!! I'm like not even awake yet! Dang, but actually I like the idea of us training at 5 - 9 in the morning HAHA. Then ytd on the way home I proved to Cel that Imma nut when it comes to swimming. FROG LEG STYLE I WRITE IT HERE BY MYSELF. Haha inside joke = not meant to be shared to others. Tsk.
Alright, basically, I've said most of what I've wanted to say already.
ANDANDAND!
My plan worked. Haha on the tentative hold till I check again. ;)
I'll be glad if you would reply and tell me, tell me things I wna hear.
Cos I believe you feel the same, oh yes do I trust my intuition.
Oh yes do Inot trust my intuition.
Asitsay,threesticksadaydoesntmakemedead.
While Cel's addicted to her Because of You by Ne-Yo, I'm still currently hooked on Beautiful Love by The Afters. Alternatively, Nothing Better by The Postal Heights would be of a good substitute. :) So when I put my Zen on repeat mode, nobody ever fails to guess wrongly about my playlist. Haha I stick loyally to everything and everything that I have k. Heh.
So, April fool's was definitely a blast for those who managed to succeed into allowing me to believe whatever story that they have cooked up. Haha and I didnt know that everything was fake till they have confessed it themselves. My! I seriously trust my friends too easily. Haha Shuboob's one was the worse! I totally believed her so she broke my trust. HAHA SHUBOOBS.
Tday's service was one of the longest + torturous + draggy-est (spelling)! All the way from 810am till 950am. Its like what the pong half the time I was adjusting my head to sleep on the ugly green chair and my neck's sore cos I kept nodding to the front then up again, front then up again and the cycle continues.. The only fun parts were the singing (yay I love to sing!) and looking at how Ratty Yeo claps. HAHA speaking of which he gave us one demerit point for handing up his homework late, wth luh rat poison for tcher's day! (okay I'm just kidding)
Haha I'm using so many brackets, its part of parenthesis.
Chim ehhhhhhhhhhhhh. ;)
School ended at 430pm tday, after which Cel and I went to Holland to munch on YaKun, then to Nydc to have mud pie and fries! Hurr pigs of the world unite. After which we were bloated and I could puke out the contents if you pressed my stomach a lil harder. Lol then homeeeeeeeeee.
I'm gona have an early rest tonight.
Update! Season's coming! 25th April's the first game, against TPJ. Hah a jumpy feeling about it. Anyways training tmr at 3pm! Coach wants us to get use to the fwreaking sun. ): Avis will be down though. :) Plus! Friday's training at 730am in the morningggg!!! I'm like not even awake yet! Dang, but actually I like the idea of us training at 5 - 9 in the morning HAHA. Then ytd on the way home I proved to Cel that Imma nut when it comes to swimming. FROG LEG STYLE I WRITE IT HERE BY MYSELF. Haha inside joke = not meant to be shared to others. Tsk.
Alright, basically, I've said most of what I've wanted to say already.
ANDANDAND!
My plan worked. Haha on the tentative hold till I check again. ;)
I'll be glad if you would reply and tell me, tell me things I wna hear.
Cos I believe you feel the same, oh yes do I trust my intuition.
Oh yes do I
Asitsay,threesticksadaydoesntmakemedead.
, 9:02 PM
Its funny how people can be so contradicting, yet it gets annoying sometimes. Like everytime I post smthg out here, half the world wouldnt know what the hell am I saying. (unless you're one of my closies) But even so, I dont think anyone can fully understand. I express my feelings on the blog and try to keep it as confidential as I can, but yet I hate it when someone does the exact same thing. I totally understand the feeling. Actually, I shldnt even be complaining.
Imissyou.
Then I think again.
Maybe you're better off like that.
Would someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart.
Imissyou.
Then I think again.
Maybe you're better off like that.
Would someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart.
01 April 2007, 6:50 PM
I'm missing you;
Girl even though you're not here by my side.
HOLY MOLY, ITS ALREADY SUNDAY!
Seeeee, I told you. Everything just passes by so quickly and yet Monday Blues are coming up. I hate my timetable for Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays. Its just plain tiring. And by the time I reach Thursday, I'm completely zonked out. Too exhausted to do extra stuff, to clear my stuff, to help out at home, to think of any other stuff..
So ytd I spent most of my quality time at Avis's. Secret affair :D Went down to TP hall to watch NSL with Vivien first before heading down to Avis's. Yeah then met ahem a while at TP, what a fight on the phone. She's leaving tmr anyway. Caught movies at her hse! Saw 2, Borat, American pie 4! Damn funny luh, now I know why all the shows are not for the eyes of the innocent. Tsk. Then ordered Macs, pigged out. Hurr felt so good. To hang out at your friend's place for a while, to forget bout everything, enjoy her company and laughing your asses out. Reached home at 3am, couldnt sleep. Msged Avis till bout 4am, still couldnt sleep. Thank god for late night birds that kept me accompany till 630am in the morning, in total it was 97 msges! Haha.
Aights woke up at 2pm today and did some work. Though I dont fully completely understand Math and Chem but the effort's there, I tried but sadly to no avail. Hurr tonight I'll just go through my GP package cos there's like a test next next week.
Now I feel like going out.
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end.
So fast, its been a month.
Girl even though you're not here by my side.
HOLY MOLY, ITS ALREADY SUNDAY!
Seeeee, I told you. Everything just passes by so quickly and yet Monday Blues are coming up. I hate my timetable for Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays. Its just plain tiring. And by the time I reach Thursday, I'm completely zonked out. Too exhausted to do extra stuff, to clear my stuff, to help out at home, to think of any other stuff..
So ytd I spent most of my quality time at Avis's. Secret affair :D Went down to TP hall to watch NSL with Vivien first before heading down to Avis's. Yeah then met ahem a while at TP, what a fight on the phone. She's leaving tmr anyway. Caught movies at her hse! Saw 2, Borat, American pie 4! Damn funny luh, now I know why all the shows are not for the eyes of the innocent. Tsk. Then ordered Macs, pigged out. Hurr felt so good. To hang out at your friend's place for a while, to forget bout everything, enjoy her company and laughing your asses out. Reached home at 3am, couldnt sleep. Msged Avis till bout 4am, still couldnt sleep. Thank god for late night birds that kept me accompany till 630am in the morning, in total it was 97 msges! Haha.
Aights woke up at 2pm today and did some work. Though I dont fully completely understand Math and Chem but the effort's there, I tried but sadly to no avail. Hurr tonight I'll just go through my GP package cos there's like a test next next week.
Now I feel like going out.
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end.
So fast, its been a month.
